I've been thinking a lot lately.
From the small problems to big problems in my life.
Was feeling very down last sunday,
the stress i have had been pile up to an extent, suffocated me badly,
you may wonder what had cause me to be so stress,
love? academic? family problems?
i would say academic plays the main role,
i don't have any confidence to not let myself repeat in this new sem,
i'm doubting my abilities,
been telling myself for thousand times that i'll be ok, i can do it,
but without people supporting me, i can't do it,
Remembered those days when i was a participant in akltg,
being supported by a group of friends that i knew only for 4 days,
Remembered how i went through the swinging log with their supports,
That moment, when i stood on the swinging log, looking at the red bull eye,
imagined my goals, i knew i can pass through it,
That moment, i felt that i'm awesome,
no matter how many times i fall, i still able to stood up immediately,
continue my path with no doubt,
That moment, i knew i can do it with friends supporting me,
telling me to get back up and continue.
Until now, i still remember.
With those supports, magically, i feel like a brand new person,
going through it without shedding a single tears,
Supports,
i really need it badly in this reality world,
I need someone to support me truly and sincerely,
I might sound like a little kid who need help , but hell
i'm still a human,
I do need supports.
that's how i gained my strength.
Thanks for dear to support me all these while,
Without you, i don't think i will survive in AS until now,
supporting me each and every day,
telling me the same thing again and again,
it really helps me a lot.
Things are getting better with your presence,
at least i know you will back me up every time i fall.
Once again, thanks a lot my dear.
