2009

2009 is going to end real soon cause today is already 31 december 2009, frankly said i do not like this year, my luck is suck, choosing the wrong course in my academy is the worst of all, when i started my first sem in degree, i've change from an extrovert to an introvert. Ever since then, I stay indoors and keep myself away from the outside world. But things turn out good when i'm in sem 2, i've met a bunch of good friends. They bring out the best of me. Anyway there are good things that happen in my life.

First of all,

                  Took family photo during chinese new year, I'm glad that i have a photo with my grandma.

went to melaka with vicky, jason, krystel, kristian and mummy. This 2 little cuttie brings a lot of joy to my family.

J-family, i had a wonderful time with them, we laugh, we siao, we gossip

my best buddy, loo and sasa, although we didn't meet up often like last time but our friendship stays in my heart as long as i'm alive. we went back to our primary school, everything change but the memory we had never fade.

  

This 2 fellow is our laughing bomb.Haha

 

Hanging out with Rachelle Lee. She taught me a lot of things in life, we share deep secrets that i never share to anyone, if not because of her, i think i'll stay in my fairyland thinking of unrealistic thing, we both agree we are realistic. She is my best buddy too.

My ns buddy, i miss them a lot, i only met them once in this year, one of my new year resolution is to meet them more often.

my degree mate, don't kena con by their faces,  they are a bunch of siao and funny people

Lastly, see this guy almost 5 times a week in this year, hopefully we can stick to each other next year too.

To my dear

Dear

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

Wish that the wishes you make will come true hehe btw i knew your wish already but i wouldn't type it out here, if not what you wish wouldn't come true.

macaroni cheese+bolognese

What do you think when you see this title? hehe seems weird right ?Well this is the 1st western meal i cook for jared, i always wanted to cook for him but i couldn't find a chance until last thursday, i grab the opportunity to cook for him when my mom is at china .

i get to fully use the kitchen , if mummy beside me , she sure will keep nagging me cause of my noobiness in cooking skill . haha luckily the final result is quite good, we both don't have lao sai, thank god i should praise myself for being so talented . I will share my recipe to all of you, this is specially for those lazy people who can't think of what to cook for their love ones , what you need is meat, garlic, ready made tomato paste, low fat milk, butter and a packet of ready made macoroni cheese.

Step 1: stir fry the meat with some garlic , DO NOT put the whole garlic in it , be smart to chopped it in small pieces, After that mixed it with the ready made tomato paste, picture below is the result but this is still not done yet.

Step 2 : follow the instructions behind the packet to cook the macoroni cheese, mix water, milk, butter and macaroni cheese.  

Disgusting right ? haha thrust me it is delicious !

Step 3: mix step 1 and step 2 and everything is done. Easy isn't it ? haha

 

hoho for cheesie lovers, this is a must try food for you, is so cheesie and tomatoish !

But damn sad la , this boy doesn't appreciate my hardwork , somemore show me the yucky thumb, hmph !

Lastly, yours truly will like to show you my auntyness which taken by the bad boy.

If you don't want to look like a aunty, you should try on those sexy lingerie when you cook this meal, maybe will help a little , damn ! sounds so wrong wei .

Nightmare

I had a nightmare last night, this is the most scariest out of all the nightmare i had.

Well here goes the dream, I dreamed of the boyfie and his colleagues went to a club after their work. They went along with a girl too. They eventually fuck the girl in the club during the drinking session, all acting like a sex maniac and the girl enjoy it a lot .

The climax reach when my bf acidentally told me about it and he also involve in it. wtf . This is the first word that came across my mind once he say this out .I couldn't forgive him, i cried a lot in the dream. Everyone including my parents know about it and i'm the 1 who is still blur about anything. I couldn't take it. What if this dream comes true? I couldn't think further. My heart had break into pieces, crying couldn't help at all.

This dream had slap me awake. I realise that i always take things for granted, there comes to a point that even a person who sacrifice willingly for u and love you for who you are now but in the future he may not do the same thing again. My bf threated me very well , he always tolerate me and did his best to be the dream guy in my heart. But I never appreciate what he did to me , I am just being demanding all the time. What he did was never enough for me. I blame, I scold to make him be the perfect guy in my heart.

I'm glad that this is just a dream and i'm never too late to change to be a better girl. Seriously, I couldn't bare with it if this dream comes true. I use to think that why some people wanted to suicide when they break up with someone, why are they so stupid(sorry) but now i think they are no longer stupid anymore. The pain is undescribable and is much more painer than i thought. You might just do anything to numb the pain and this explains why so many suicide cases happen in this world. When this happens, humans will start to blame others and did not realise what they've done. Human is a greedy creature, they want more and more but not satisfy with what they have.

I admit I'm one of them too but i will do my best to appreciate my love ones and care about them. Luckily this is just a dream, I wouldn't want this to happen in real life.

Bi, thanks for everything, thanks for accompany me in these 2 years and 5 months. Words can't really describe what you meant for me just hope that we can still be together in future .

farewell

Vicky's family had went to Australia for a week already, it just a week but i'm missing krystel already. Although she is quite naughty but without her , i'm lost in my house , i don't know what to do anymore. I used to play with her a lot , bring her out to pluck flowers , bath her , feed her .... we had did plenty of things together .I guess my mom will miss her and krystian too. I will be seeing her in May, hopefully she will remember me. Before they went , we had a farewell dinner in Midvalley. Actually we planned to eat at Chilis's but is quite packed with people so we end up shift to Spaghetti, the sister branch of Chilis's .

This is Vicky and Jason

Jit and my sis

Mom and me

Krystel! I feel like pinching her face right now! cute kan? ^^

kenny and kristian

A simple and enjoyable dinner.

This is the dish that krystel had, cheesy macaroni, I didn't try it out so not sure is nice a nt

Forgotten this dish name , the taste is just so-so, it doesn't give me a wow feeling

I'm having bad sorethroat that night , i didn't try out this 1 too, pathetic right ?There are more food actually but that night my skill a bit cacat so I didn't capture any nice one. So not gonna post it out to spoil your mood or else you will point me middle finger and curse me.

Will end this post with a pic of krystel and me.

 

The pic is blur and now you can figure it out how cacat is my skill that night .

Melaka trip with family

This post is quite overdue already but since i have nothing to do right now so i decided to talk a lil bit about this trip. I went here just to test out the nyonya food and of course accompany my mom. The food is delicious!!I had fall in love with this nyonya food called ayam pongteh and even my mom is addicted to it. It is so hard to pronounce this dish name and makes me so embarrasing when i paid the bill. I pronounce it as ayam pundek to the counter aunty and confused her quite a while. Sorry la aunty this is what i heard from my mom's mouth ma so i pronounce it like that lo .Back to the dish, the ayam is so tender and even its bones had the taste, i guess thay had "mun" it for quite long.

Don't judge this dish by its look, although it may looks ordinary but when you taste it it definitely is extraordinary!

Even this "zap choy" , it looks yucky but ohnono is way better than what you saw

This shop is pretty good in "mun-ing " the food but they still need improvement on their soup.

This soup is freaking kiam as if they put the whole packet salt in it , I'm gonna become botak after drinking this soup.

After the meal, we went to walk around at jonker street and I saw the flour puppet which i always wanted to play with when i was a lil girl.

Ain't this looks cool? ^^ Since when its boobs are bigger than its tummy huh

The next day, hunting for nyonya food again but this time is at a different restaurant . We order ayam pongteh again, asam fish, "zap choy" , laksa, rojak and cendol. I personally prefer the laksa and the asam fish, the laksa is so rich in santan and the it blends well with the curry AND the most important thing is there are a lot of "liao" in it which consists of taogeh, fishcakes, "siham" and a lot more. For the asam fish, it makes my sorethroat gets worst, I couldn't resist it but the consequences i get after having this fish is my sorethroat follows me for 2 weeks and is not plannning to go away. I'm afraid that my voice will getting maner and my bf wouldn't recognise it and thought that i'm having affair with some guys. Hohoho think too much .

 

The culprit !

Can you see the "liao"?

I guess I post too much of food pics that might cause you guys undergo dehydration. So let this pic end this post. See ya people, nights

Melaka trip

Woohoo finally i'm done with all my exams and i have 3 weeks semester break! I wanna rest myself gau gau and ready for the next semester. Once i finished my last paper, we J family and cindy headed off to Melaka for a one day trip. Actually we just went there for the famous chicken rice ball and satay celuk but the food end up didn't live up to my expectations.So dissapointing.

Once we reached there, we went to a "chicken rice ball " shop to have our lunch, i called it crb it's because i forgot the shop name ! damn blur rite? haha anyway we order "siew kai" , "bak zam kai" and "char siew siew yok" , for those who don't know what it means let me show you the pictures .

 This is the rice balls. I don't really fancy this which explains that I only eat 2 of it and i can't even bite a single rice, it is like a rice paste.

                                "siew kai" and "bak zam kai"!! I'm a chicken lover wtf ^^ .

Let me show you mah favourite, prepare tissue to wipe y'all saliza

                                   Can you see how juicy it is ?lol not the one behind the meat ya

After this, we went in to every shop in jonker street to take a look on what they sell and then we eat again. My beloved chendol , I've waited you for years and now I can eat you up again. Tehehehe

                                                                         

  Durian chendol, my all time favourite

I'm quite lazy to talk more about it, I'll just let the pictures do the talking

 We went to this place called Taming Sari, it enables us to view the whole Melaka

 

Nice rite? I never knew Melaka view could be so nice .

AND AND AND

Before we went back to KL , we had satay celuk for our dinner!!

 

                                                                   Yummy Yummy

That's the end for our trip , I really do enjoy this trip with J-family, the happy moments we had together will be kept in my mind forever .

Ciaoz

                      

Shocking news

Nobody can ever predict their future, we, human never know when is the time we would left the earth .

Yesterday when I went back my home sweet home, I received a shocking news from my mom, she told me that my youngest uncle had admitted to hospital and the doctor found out that he had a stomach cancer (i don't really know the exact name) and is the forth stage already.

Seeing my mom cried in tears, i feel the pain in her heart, nobody wants to see their love one sick especially the people they really love. Is a pain for us to receive such bad news, I knew my mom couldn't take it . I wish I had the time to be by my mom side to support her so that she can support my uncle too. Uncle joo , i pray and hope that you will recover from your sickness and the most important thing is please stay strong in mentally and physically. We, wong's family will back you up .

At this moment, I feel so miserable, life seems so peaceful , out of sudden this breaks the happiness and the peacefullness . You never know how's tomorrow.
Tomorrow seems so abstract and far far away to me, today you might living happily and tomorrow you might be meeting angel in the heaven, you never know. This wakes me up from my little dream world, It realises me to appreciate the people around us, people who loves us and we love.

All these while , I never bother to really care about my friends and family . I always take things for granted and never appreciate what i had and I never knew how lucky am i being born to this world. I blame everything , not being born in a wealthy family make me realise the importance of money to me but now money and fame means nothing at all . Without a healthy body , you do not have a chance to enjoy this . Money and fame is just a value or a digit which plays around our life. At the end of the day, we means nothing at all besides a soul either fill with love or loneliness.

From now onwards, I wanna live my life to the fullest in each and every single day and appreciate what I have .To my loved one, thanks for every thing that you guys did to me, and for uncle joo stay strong ya .

Confusion

It takes me ages to start my 2nd post, not because of having a busy and boring uni life but yet just don't know how to express my feelings in words.
Time flies fast, I had start my degree course 2 months ago and i didn't even know what I'm learning until now, is not that I don't understand what they say, is just the matter of interest in it.
Before I start my degree, many people had told me that actuarial science is not easy as we thought and hardly to get a job in the future but I still refuse to listen the advise that people gave me , as usual the stubborn me.

Deep in my heart I knew that there is a will there is a way, no matter how difficult it is , I will still put my 100% in it. But now I realise that it is just a matter of passion. After I start my semester 1 , I just feel that I do not have any passion in it, I've been dreaming in the class and feel that I'm wasting my time.

Practically, I'm a person who LOVE about food, seriously , I can be very excited when I'm talking about food, at first I thought of taking nutritionist course but due to the financial problems that I encounter ,I choose to give up on this . I should realise earlier, actuarist isn't what I want to be in the future, I want to get involve in food and health industry , is it too late to change ? people would say is never too late to change but I need to consider a lot of issues.

This really driving me crazy , every night I can't stop thinking of this, I need some advises from you people, whoever read this pls drop me some comment, kay?

Luluness causes trouble

I finally get to start my so called 1st post, hoo! kinda release for me, due to the carelessness of me ,I deleted the 1st post before I post this .

Damn it ! i'm so ANGRY , it takes me so LONG to post that birthday post and now I have to retype it again . I wasted my whole day on changing password and I couldn't sign in my yahoo account , GOSH!!

Anyway I will repost the birthday post soon (not now).

See ya, tuned into study mode^^